Things take such sudden turns in life. One moment you are treading on grass so green that u feel u are blessed and move without as much whining, the other moment u are thrust in a land so parched that even the eyes get thirsty. Well, I am not complaining or whining why things like this happen to me. I really go by the idea that God up above throws challenges at us, difficulties and checks who can carry on the tasks well, he doesn't test everyone. And if people think I should be cursing the guy up above for putting me through such situations, I refute saying that its not what we get that makes us weak but what we can endure that makes us tough. So its better to put a brave face if not a smiling face and go ahead, face the music, dance to the tune coz its not always that you can assure someone of your capabilities and they rely on your words. Why do I say all these? Because its the second time, someone will be declining me on the grounds relating to my job. I guess, the boon has vanished from the surface and only bane is whats remaining. Anyways, the first time I lost out was due to my job being away from my home town, this time around theres another problem surfacing that in theactuality doesnt exist for everyone, and so the people get jittery, God how much does the one commenting know about the person being commented upon is my big doubt. Maybe I'm not of the same stature of the person who commented but i do have my own personality, I have my own importance, I have my self esteem to cater to. I guess tomorrow the tide is gonna turn against me, but I know one thing more, I know how to come over such tides without withering. Whatever the case,I'll hope the best for the person who has to take the decision against me. There are lots of wrong decisions, some on my part some on the part of others. I guess by being strong and resilient I lose the option of showing my dissent. And as every one has the right to take their own decisions I dont mind the decision going against me... Life goes on! Albeit with a little pain, with a little grief, with a lil relief that this year too I can enjoy my bachelorhood ;-) (with a chuckle) hmm, this time around Rit losing the war me losing the war, I guess we can take a break and make that trip to Europe or Singapore for sure....wheres this guy's number? I'll hav to call him up soon!
Better to be loved and lost than never been loved !
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